This is a blog.
Hopefully you know who you are.
On a daily basis...
- Me: Why are these people so fake with one another?
- Me: Why am I even here?
- Me: What am I doing with my life?
- Me: What are they doing with their lives?
- Me: What does it even matter?
- Me: Can't wait to be alone and sleep.
How could I let this happen? D;
I know sometimes I push you away, but I didn’t mean to shove you deep out of my life.
I guess I just wanted to see if you care. Then grew addicted to your attention. Never thought that you might give up on trying to know me. We speak less and less. I’m sorry. I got caught up in happiness, never stopped to think that someday you might get tired.
I’m ready now. I’m ready to appreciate you. I’m ready to learn all about you. I’m ready to hold on to you, until I am forced to let go. I’m ready to let you in my life.
I hope I’m not too late.
What do you do
when you miss someone who is right beside you?
When you do not have the courage to tell a person how much you care for them,
and you know you don’t have forever to spend with them.
It is emotionally exhausting to experience this restless desire for more time, but when you meet someone great, the moments you have with them are never enough.
How selfish of me to ask for more than what I can have, especially when you have given me so much.
I’m so sorry I let myself go, and allowed myself to be this attached.
And I’m so afraid that you will never know how grateful I am for you.
I’m sorry.
I’m so, so sorry.
